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Monday, November 22, 2010

Love this day..

Huhu..feels very stress..exam is just around the corner..Having my last week for the first semester and I felt like I was just here, like I was just knew all my classmate yesterday...wow..Time runs very fast..Having new classmates that has their own attitude or style…Everyone is different, very different I mean.
22 November 2010….the youngest person in our class having his 18th birthday..It’s a very wonderful moment for him..That is his first birthday celebration in 18 years old..wow, I fell grateful because I am part of the master piece of the birthday celebration even though I didn’t help or being the main distributer for the celebration but I did what a friend should did for his friend..Hopes that my cute friend will always be happy and can success in his study.

Thamizi's Birthday Cake

That is the happy part of the story but the sad one is..one of our classmate will leave us because she want to continue his studies at UiTM Dungun. Well, don’t know much about her even we are together for about 5 month. However she is a nice girl and hopes she will succeed there and didn’t forget us here. It’s a day that I will never forget, it’s a semester that I don’t want to regret because of what a wonderful class that I have.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

It is just who we are..and who we want to be...

      If an egg, a carrot and a coffee bean are put into 3 different glasses with the same volume of hot water what will happen to it after 20 minutes? Hmm, the carrot will softened by the hot water while the egg will harden and the water in the last glass will turn its colour, smell and taste.
      Well, it was just a simple thing to know...Before this, I use to be like the carrot; softened by the condition and just follow the flow of the situation…having only 9 boys in a class 6 of us are very naughty until our group is called “6 Jahanam” and I just follow them, be naughty with them…but the experience makes me realize that I need to change and by that experience I am like the egg, harden by the situation, I became stronger and more mature. 
      I also have been like the coffee bean, changing the situation by leading it.... I did manage to be a class monitor for about three and a half years. Lead them all and all the decision is up to me.
    Sometimes I am like the egg, harden myself by the situation like when I am with the naughty boys at hostel. I want to be a role-model for them and lead them to goodness. I can’t be like the coffee bean when I am with them because they have their own personalities and they know how to decide and lead their group, if I do anything to make me like the coffee bean they may hate me or isolate me and maybe they will not accept me as their friend. Just need to be their example, and by God will they will change. Haha…

P/S: Just B.S.U.R.S.I.C.U.R (iCa)…

Friday, November 12, 2010


     Wow..13 weeks have passed just like that, it was just like yesterday that I’ve been here, it’s like last night was my first flight ever in my life from Tawau, Sabah to Kuala Lumpur.13 weeks? It is a long period of time. There is a lot that can be told in one day, then what about 13 weeks? If I represent a colour to a story and paint it on a wall, what a colourfull wall will it be? A beautifully coloured, awesome wall it be!

Having a new life, experiencing new experiences, meeting new and some old friends and being taught by new lecturers, all that happened in Darulnaim College of Technology (KTD).

It’s my new life to live far from my hometown, which I have to be more independent to survive. Here, I have to buy food by myself, cook for myself and be independent by myself. If not I will call my parents and ask them to buy me the tickets to go back home. These 13 weeks teach me many things. How can I manage my financial, how can I manage my daily timetable and how to manage my time to be with my friends, to play sports, to call my family and to do anything. It’s stressful enough to be far from my family and 13 weeks here also teach me how to manage stress.

If we talk about experience…well, these 13 weeks is full of my “first” time? Why? To arrive here I have to take at least one flight and these 13 weeks I sat on an airplane for the first time. This is my first time to be in another state even though I have been to other country before. I play futsal in a futsal court for the first time in these 13 weeks. It is my first time ever to play bowling and also first time ever to be in Kuala Lumpur. The most valuable event is this is my first time that I am helping to break the Malaysians Book’s of Record.

In this 13 weeks I have also met new and some old friends. I met with some of my secondary school (SMK Segama) classmates and schoolmates also some from ‘Program Latihan Khidmat Negara’ (PLKN) trainers. Well, I didn’t expect that I will meet them again but God is the most Merciful, he choose us to meet once again. Every people have their own personalities and meeting new friend surely means knowing other persons personalities. I will take the good examples to follow in my life and leave the negative behind, or manipulate it to be better.

At KTD, the programs that I will never forget is “Minggu Silaturahim” (MASIR), “Isalamic Leisure Weekend” (i-Like) programme, and also celebrating syawal with PERKEMASS here,far from my hometown. “Program Pembangunan Sahsiah Terpuji” (PESAT) and “Kajian Tarbawi” programme are new for me and I think that it is a good way to shapes students or peoples.

Being here makes me wonder, what kind of person will I Well, I become after three years of learning. Well, I think these three years will change me a lot, my stress management, financial, management, time management and many more. I want to go back to my hometown with pride and want to tell everyone that success id for everyone to grap. I want to be a rple-model for my brothers and for my naughty friends.

Monday, November 8, 2010


Do we know who we are??
do we ever think of it..???
if someone ask us then i think its hard to answer..
it is an unexpected question and its hard to answer...
only some of us would answer it properly while the others...arr..arr..arr.. like there is many gold on their mouth......speechless..

How can we know who we really are??
just look into the mirror and we will see who we really are..
sounds easy right??haha..
well, its easy if we know..
easy of we know where to look..
easy if we just let go all of the burden, let go all of our ego,
open our heart and and be free..

look into the mirror and observe our surrounding..
we will see who is besides us..
we will see our past..present and see what is coming in our future..
then observe ourself, see our good, bad...

Knowing about ourself will surely makes us more mature, take us further and achieve better feeling.

free_man (",)

Monday, November 1, 2010

I Don't Love You

"To love someone doesn't need any reason"..huhu..
peoples maybe strongly disagree but we should think about this statement..this is most people statement.."i love him/her because he/she is kind, pretty, style, loving, caring and sweet..haha..

why should there is any reason for us to love someone???
why do we need a reason to love someone.??

Think of this......
if i love you because you are a loving person then when you are not a loving person anymore then i will not love you anymore..???
if i love you because you are pretty then when you are old are you as pretty as before??no right..then i will not love you anymore..
if i love you because you are kind then when you do something that is bad..
so i will not love you anymore..??is it...??
if i love you because of your dressing then when you change your dressing i will not love you anymore..?? does it.??

Well, maybe its not 100% correct, but take a lesson from it....
Yes, it is necessary if  we look at our couple attitude, religious view, dressing and other aspect but...loving someone doesn't need any reason..if so then our love can be denied anytime...and last but not least consideration about all the aspects is necessary..

_loveperson_ (".)