October's 'Tradegy'

     This October will be a great month, a happy time for me. Firstly, i will go to Kuala Lumpur with my friends and trying to make something unforgotten in our life. We will try to make a record, Malaysian Book Of Record through Carnival Jom Silat. Before that we will make a surprise for our friend that will celebrate his 18th birthday just a day before the carnival.
    
     This October also i will go back to Sabah. I miss my home so much.. This October also my brother will end his single life and i will be very shy to the people who knowing me well because after this, it is my turn to end my single life..i wonder, is there anyone who would be my life partner.???
    
      Lastly, this October i will celebrate my birthday with two of my friend that has the same birthday as me. i wonder how will the naughty boy celebrate us..Hope that month will be the greatest moment of all, God Will

syawal...

      What will a raya means a person...This raya is very different to me, why?? surely because i am far from my hometown. i live in the southeast  in Malaysia and now i am at the northeast place in Malaysia. i cant do anything, i want to go back home but the ticket price is very expensive..well i can't do anything, i want to save my money for my something else.



My new Baju Melayu

     The saddest thing for me is i can't celebrate raya with my family, i can't hold and kiss their hand and i can't be with the rest of my family. Before this i have already intend to visit my family at Kg. Paris because i haven't went there to visit them for a long time. Well maybe it's not my destiny to meet them this year.

     Well, even though that i can't celebrate syawal with my family in Sabah doesn't mean that i should sad  24 hours per day, it will affect the people around me that has the same destiny with me.. so i must smile in front of them even its hard for me. I don't know how to express my experience with words, but the sweet and sour memories will always be in my memory.

Does he???

        'Its very complicated', said my friend..
He ask me do he really need to keep on, on his attitude..
He said he is flexible.. When he is together with the boys (naughty Sabahan's students)
he will be naughty also. The point is that he don't want the boys said that he is not sporting but he does not follow their bad attitude such as coupling and smoking,
and he is with the girl, his attitude will change he will be a good boy, he will walk through the girl in the college's bus very politely.
"doesn't it hypocrite??" he said.

        Well.,,
i don't know what to say to him.
Some people may think that it's hypocrite but he was just trying to make friend with all people.
Like Malay people always said "masuk kandang kambing mengembek, masuk kandang harimau mengaum"
We can change with the situation as long that we didn't hurt people around us..